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Your career is a bad boyfriend.

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In my mid-twenties, something singularly DEVASTATING happened and I thought I’d never recover: I got dumped very suddenly and over the freaking phone. The phone! CAN YOU EVEN BELIEVE IT? The gah-damn nerve of some people, I’m a gift. Anyway, I was very very depressed and thought my life was over and I lost a bunch of weight because #emotion and a year later I met Tim and was like “Voldemort* who?”

(*I’ve never seen or read Harry Potter but I hear this is a good name to categorize all bad ex-boyfriends under, especially the ones who break up with people over the phone.)

But as Mark Twain said, “humor is tragedy plus time,” so a little space between me and this breakup was all it took for me to see exactly what happened:

I WANTED IT TOO BADLY. We can always tell when someone is like, a little too into us, you know? It’s weird. It feels desperate. You don’t get breathing room. It makes you want to run for the hills and make them stop touching you for a second. It has the opposite effect that we’re going for and it feels sucky and dumb (my pregnancy brain doesn’t have a deep trove of adjectives to choose from right now but those still feel right).

Learning how to play it cool in relationships is one thing. But when we’re building a business, it suddenly becomes normal– admirable, even– to set these lofty goals and chase them so thirstily that we COMPLETELY forget ourselves. We call it “the hustle.” We fight with our best friend and our mom because we’re so stressed out. We say we’re “driven.” We treat our career like the centerpoint in our lives and desperately pursue the next level (forgetting entirely to enjoy the level we’ve already made it to), and our culture supports this wholeheartedly.

And we never once, in the  middle of this race, think that the law of attraction— our ability to manifest the things we focus most intensely on— might also get a little nervous when we’re so desperately chasing career shit. It senses when we want things in an unhealthy way and considers quietly leaving the room before we’re ready. And we’re left banging our heads against the wall, wondering why we can’t break through to the next level that we’ve invented in our minds.

I just finished Amy Poehler’s Yes Please and that woman has some serious career wisdom to offer! She’s proof that no matter what your career looks like from the outside, no one ever really wakes up and thinks “YES. I  made it. I am now successful and cool.” One of my favorite parts:

“Too often we are told to visualize what we want and cut out pictures of it and repeat it like a mantra over and over again… (But) I am introducing a new idea. Try to care less. Practice ambivalence. Learn to let go of wanting it. Treat your career like a bad boyfriend.

Here’s the thing. Your career won’t take care of you. It won’t call you back or introduce you to its parents. Your career will openly flirt with other people while you’re around. It will forget your birthday and wreck your car. Your career will blow you off if you call it too much. It’s never going to leave its wife. Your career is fucking other people and everyone knows but you.

Your career will never marry you.”

Let’s keep our goals lofty and our dreams big and the hustle real, but let’s also remember that life is fleeting and brief and often unpredictable. Your career could break up with you tomorrow over the phone— then what? Did you miss out on eating pie at midnight because you stayed home and responded to emails? Have you taken one freaking minute to enjoy this exact level that you’re at? The hustle is fun and growth is important, but let’s not forget that our careers will never marry us— we can ignore their text for a minute.

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Ugh. Instagram captions. What the hell?

I've spent countless moments of my life staring at a blank instagram caption box. Try something - delete it. Put a quote in there - delete it. But I had a secret weapon... I'd just hand the phone to my wife. She's is a witty and wise firestorm of a woman and I love her for it. Apparently, so does instagram. Her irreverent, meandering, and poignant-as-hell captions have created a sense of community in our lives so that everywhere we travel, there’s usually someone willing to show us around (not to mention insta alone has literally put thousands of dollars in our bank account). So I made her sit down and explain what goes through her curly little head whenever her thumbs click away at her phone keyboard. Put your email below for her free guide on how to write insta captions that people actually care about and make the whole process (dare we say it) fun.. -Tim

We’re also gonna send you our creative biz tips that have helped us build our businesses from the ground up. We want you to lean into whatever is calling you and turn it into a big grownup brand that serves your community well and puts bread (or noodles… or whatever you’re into really) on the table. Not liking it? No worries - just click dat unsubscribe. 

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